I miss him soooo much....but I had to end it before it got more serious....if it did get more serious than we would both be suffering even more....it was for the best....but....he was the only boyfriend I ever had that treated me right...he was....my prince charming........I hurt the both of us yesterday....and we are both in pain....heartache....my parents dont know about what happened....and idk how I am going to tell them....I just wish that my mom would be the type of mom that has a shoulder for me to cry on....but she always says....you dont cry for a boy....but I cant do that....I Loved Him sooo much....it is just....I had to cause I am planning on studying medicine....so I am going to be very busy....and I decided to go to a school here...in Bakersfield so I could stay near him....that was one mistake I already did....I had the grades to go to a UC and I would have already started studying medicine.....but that was already done....and...I just cant stay here in Bakersfield....I need to go to the school that would help me the most....even if that means it is in a different city....but the thing is....too....he is still in high school....yayaya....everyone kept telling me...cradle robber or jail bait.....but we really cared about each other but....he needs to enjoy his last two years of high school....and he wants to join the army so he should if that is what he wants....it is just....I dont want him to stop talking to me.....I want us to still be able to be friends.....so I am hoping I did the right thing....